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Childhood

by Blade Of Phanes

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you say let kids be kids, I say that you should fucking die. when was I allowed anything? where was my childhood? my mother grieved the loss of my trust because I thought she'd act like you. you fed your children the sickness in your heart and they let it loose on me. Back then I was never taught anything about queerness except the insults and slurs from the monstrosities you molded your children into.

I begged God to change me into background noise, make me something that you'd ignore. "Fix me", I cried out but I stayed the same because there was nothing to pray for. I want you to feel as alone as those you inflict this pain onto. I will watch you burn.

Witness the stigmata in the wrists of those you refuse life. I will watch you burn and realize that you're nothing like Christ. I should choke you to death with your own organs for having the audacity to open your mouth. Your temples are shrouded in the cloths of pederasts, who are you to play the arbiter of youth? blow your useless brain out the back of your skull. spare us all from your vacant untruths. Buried in the wreckage of your own holy war. You die alone, we have nothing to answer for. Separate the sheep from goats, slit your fucking throat.

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released June 2, 2023
trans rights. queer liberation. pride + wrath.

this world has room for you.
this world is better with you in it.
this world is more beautiful with you in it.
the people that make you feel otherwise do not deserve to be alive.

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Blade Of Phanes Orlando, Florida

pronounced fah-niece. soundtrack to bigots dying in liveleak videos.

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